Those who Trust...

It's been awhile since I've written here but a lot has happened.
I feel as though God has put me in trust situations over and over and over again to actually help me ACTUALLY believe that He is trustworthy, that I hear from Him and that He is my father who loves me.

Art & Worship nights are amazing. God shows up everytime and I am so thankful. More and more people are beginning to paint and encounter that Fathers heart through creating and worshiping Him. It's so beautiful.

This night rarely happens without me coming under attack. To be completely honest, it sucks. I get so excited about what the Lord wants to do that night, I sit and wait on Him about what He wants to do and I receive. THEN the day comes and I'm bombarded with lies. I have to spend at least an hour before to prepare my heart in order for me to be give the enemy any ground. In a different light...I'm honored that the enemy sees art & worship night as being threatening to his kingdom of darkness. Sucks when light comes in the morning when you want to sleep...I think the enemy gets equally pissed off when there is light shining in this dark world. Sorry Satan, we're here to SHINE!

On another note. I feel that God has given me visions of the future regarding different situations and people. TALK ABOUT TRUST! When you see nothing physical pointing to that promise it's so easy to become so discouraged...but I want to be one of those children that trusts. I have to fight the lies of 'you didn't hear him...you're just crazy...where's the physical proof'? Those fun lies, bahaha they suck!

Anyways, God is definitely putting me on a trust road, and it's narrow but FULL of grace! He continually picks me up out of the bed I make of lies and says 'c'mon kiddo, get up, I have something different for you, I have something so much more beautiful...let's do this together, I'm holding your hand." WOW my Daddy loves to hold my hand down the narrow roads and smile down on me with favor.

I leave with this verse...I will not be put to shame for trusting in the Lord, nor believing His promises. I want to trust and I want HIM.

Psalm 25:
"1 To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul;
2 in you I trust, O my God.
Do not let me be put to shame,
nor let my enemies triumph over me.
3 No one whose hope is in you
will ever be put to shame,
but they will be put to shame
who are treacherous without excuse.
4 Show me your ways, O LORD,
teach me your paths;
5 guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my Savior,
and my hope is in you all day long.
6 Remember, O LORD, your great mercy and love,
for they are from of old.
7 Remember not the sins of my youth
and my rebellious ways;
according to your love remember me,
for you are good, O LORD.
8 Good and upright is the LORD;
therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.
9 He guides the humble in what is right
and teaches them his way.
10 All the ways of the LORD are loving and faithful
for those who keep the demands of his covenant.
11 For the sake of your name, O LORD,
forgive my iniquity, though it is great.
12 Who, then, is the man that fears the LORD ?
He will instruct him in the way chosen for him.
13 He will spend his days in prosperity,
and his descendants will inherit the land.
14 The LORD confides in those who fear him;
he makes his covenant known to them.
15 My eyes are ever on the LORD,
for only he will release my feet from the snare.
16 Turn to me and be gracious to me,
for I am lonely and afflicted.
17 The troubles of my heart have multiplied;
free me from my anguish.
18 Look upon my affliction and my distress
and take away all my sins.
19 See how my enemies have increased
and how fiercely they hate me!
20 Guard my life and rescue me;
let me not be put to shame,
for I take refuge in you.
21 May integrity and uprightness protect me,
because my hope is in you.
22 Redeem Israel, O God,
from all their troubles!"

Amen God!

Your daughter, dancing in your presence.