Choppity Choppity!

I chopped all my hair off today!!

I finally did it. You probably wonder why....? NOT because it's summer but because everything I do has meaning and this is something shared with my Father in Heaven

I was talking with a friend of mine and he innocently made a comment about womens beauty being their hair. .He didnt mean anything by it but I took it and ran with it. I started thinking how much I care about how I look and that I prize my outside beauty more than anything. Being the rebel I am, I said to myself- I'm just gonna chop it off then!!

After praying about it, I decided to do it...and not only to be a rebel but because I voluntarily wanted to sacrifice something to my Father. I had a conversation with him and said,
'Daddy, you're going to actually open your art gallery through me and others. I declare it now and I will have my hair short until it's open.' This is taking something I prize, putting it on the altar (so to speak) and saying I don't want it and I know you will provide, I know you are going to open it and I know you will show up and talk to me everyday, you're so faithful, so faithful.

"He's faithful to the end
He's faithful to my heart
He's faithful to the end
He will come and marry me"
- Cory Asbury, Faithful to the end

Daddy,
I give this up to you...not just my physical hair but my heart. Take it, it's yours. I trust you with my life and this vision, I know you will fulfill your promises. I want to live in your promises.

Daughter of the King,
Kae

For I will not Die, I will Live...

Meditated on this song today...

so beautiful

Praise the Lord, oh my soul,
And let all that's within me praise His name.
Praise the Lord, oh my soul,
And let all that's within me praise His name.

Praise the Lord, oh my soul,
And let all that's within me praise His name.
Praise the Lord, oh my soul,
And let all that's within me praise His name.

For I will not die, I will live,
And I will tell of the Works of the Lord
And sing of His wonders.

I will not die, I will live.
I will not die, I will live,
'Cause He's a great God.
He's a great God.

And I get to love You through whatever comes.
What a privilege
That I get to love You through whatever comes.
Oh, how sweet it is,
That I get to love You through whatever comes.
What a privilege it is
That I get to love You through whatever comes.
Oh, how sweet it is.

And nothing's gonna take Your praise out of my mouth
As long as I shall live,
As long as I shall live.
Oh, nothing's gonna take Your praise out of my mouth
As long as I shall live,
As long as I shall live.

And I will not die, I will live,
I will not die, I will live.
For I will not die, I will live,
And I will tell of the Works of the Lord,
I will sing of His wonders.
For I will not die, I will live,
For I will not die, I will live.
I will not die, I will live,
Oh, I will not die, I will live.

And nothing's gonna take Your praise out of my mouth
As long as I shall live,
As long as I shall live.
Oh, nothing's gonna take Your praise out of my mouth
As long as I shall live,
As long as I shall live,
'Cause He's a great God.
He's a great God.
You're a great God.
You're a great God.

God,
i praise you

daughter of the king,
kae

I MOVED!

So I haven't had internet since I moved but I needed to share it!!!

I was offered a job at a chiropracors office and I took it!

The lord had been so good throught all of this but it's been a tough journey so far. I had unrealistic expecations of moving and I'm soon realizing that.

I decided to share a lot in this because the good, the bad, and the ugly should be on this. I don't want to have people read and just see good, theres trials in life, there are attacks but there is endurance and hope in Christ.

My free place is no longer free. I sat there after I found out and just simply said....'God, you knew this would happen, everything is in your hands' I soon found a place to move into! I have to pay but hey, responsibility right? God knew this and thats all that matters to me. I loosen daily my grip on life and my grip on my dreams. Let go, there in good hands....the hands that created the world.

I'm starting to pray a lot about the art gallery, God is putting it so heavy on my heart that I can't function throughout the day without praying about it! haha Gods going to bring some major healing and worship to that area, its going to be so beautiful!

Gods put me a long in cs and its pretty hard. I forgot that cs is emptied in the summer! I have a full time job and its draining, I can't hang out a lot with the people here but theres a reason.

Colaboring! I'm in and out of conversations with the father regarding what he's doing in and through me. No one can answer a lot of my questions...only the father. This develops amazing initimacy with the father that we all need to undergo. He strips a lot of our idols and I believe thats what he's doing with me. It hurts, it sucks, but its good.

God is good.

I wouldn't trade these experiences for anything but it doesn't make it easier. The only thing that does is God's peace that he sends to me through the Holy Spirit. His presence is what makes me calm.

for I know
you are faithful
my God


God,

i thank you and praise you for your presnce and your spirit. i thank you and praise you are visions and dreams and healings! i thank you for the fact that you came to rescue us. i thank you and praise you for the fact that you know ALL things and ALL things work together for our GOOD, i trust you...

daughter of the king,
kae