Saturday, May 15, 2010

I MOVED!

So I haven't had internet since I moved but I needed to share it!!!

I was offered a job at a chiropracors office and I took it!

The lord had been so good throught all of this but it's been a tough journey so far. I had unrealistic expecations of moving and I'm soon realizing that.

I decided to share a lot in this because the good, the bad, and the ugly should be on this. I don't want to have people read and just see good, theres trials in life, there are attacks but there is endurance and hope in Christ.

My free place is no longer free. I sat there after I found out and just simply said....'God, you knew this would happen, everything is in your hands' I soon found a place to move into! I have to pay but hey, responsibility right? God knew this and thats all that matters to me. I loosen daily my grip on life and my grip on my dreams. Let go, there in good hands....the hands that created the world.

I'm starting to pray a lot about the art gallery, God is putting it so heavy on my heart that I can't function throughout the day without praying about it! haha Gods going to bring some major healing and worship to that area, its going to be so beautiful!

Gods put me a long in cs and its pretty hard. I forgot that cs is emptied in the summer! I have a full time job and its draining, I can't hang out a lot with the people here but theres a reason.

Colaboring! I'm in and out of conversations with the father regarding what he's doing in and through me. No one can answer a lot of my questions...only the father. This develops amazing initimacy with the father that we all need to undergo. He strips a lot of our idols and I believe thats what he's doing with me. It hurts, it sucks, but its good.

God is good.

I wouldn't trade these experiences for anything but it doesn't make it easier. The only thing that does is God's peace that he sends to me through the Holy Spirit. His presence is what makes me calm.

for I know
you are faithful
my God


God,

i thank you and praise you for your presnce and your spirit. i thank you and praise you are visions and dreams and healings! i thank you for the fact that you came to rescue us. i thank you and praise you for the fact that you know ALL things and ALL things work together for our GOOD, i trust you...

daughter of the king,
kae

1 comment:

writing in rhyme said...

your leap of faith is inspiring! I am glad that you found a new place to stay :)

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